Caring with Tied Hands

I was reading a posting from GodTube which referenced Timothy McVeigh's final words.  They were not from one who knew his creator at all.  Pity.  Even he could have been forgiven.

...began thinking of my students as I often do...and also talking to another in particular.  Often I pull up the attendance chart for my classes and pray over each student - knowing that some do in fact know and love their Creator while not knowing the "hears status" of many of the others.  It absolutely breaks my heart to know that not all of them will make it to heaven.  If I had my way there would be no question - but - I'm not the boss.  They all have a decision to make at some point.

Unfortunately, rules being what they are, I'm prevented from open dialogue regarding saving grace.  However, I do my best to live out my faith hoping that my students will learn about He in who's love and grace I trust.  Do I fail?  Let me count the ways.  Many days I can't believe they pay me to do what I do...but, of course, there are other days; I'm usually open with the students when I'm having one of those days when there ain't enough money in the world.

I have been very blessed in my career as an instrumental music educator to have some great students.  Ok, not all liked my brand and there have been those who were openly antagonistic toward me.  I've learned from them all.  However, in my present position it's like, in the words of a former colleague, teaching at Disneyland.  I had often dreamed of having students who were well motivated and who's parents were totally supportive of the cause.  Such is the case here.  Being able to form close bonds with the students as well as producing some really fine music has truly been a blessing.  It's these close bonds that make me all the more concerned about their eternities.

I will one day know for certain...I hope to see them all.